The curse of the perfectionist.

I've been doing a lot of thinking, too much thinking and not enough doing if you ask me. I really want to get back into being creative but so many other things seem to take away my time and then I have this problem of needing things to be perfect all the time. 

I want to paint but what if it doesn't work and I waste a canvas, I want to blog but my blog looks too unprofessional, I want to write but I don't want anyone to read it for fear of looking like an amateur. So many reasons not to do anything at all but work at a job I don't really like and not do what makes me happy. Well it's time to change! I am going to work at doing at least one piece of work a week, I am going to try to blog everyday about what I am up to and most importantly I am going to stop worrying about the what ifs and just do it. I am going to start living creatively and stop living in a constant state of procrastination. 

Tonight I am just waiting for my man to get home and then we are going to hit the gym, have sushi and then I hope to find time to put pencil to paper or paint to canvas or charcoal to sketch pad somewhere in there I need to shower, and wash dry and straighten my hair because I work tomorrow morning as a barista and tomorrow night as a fashionista....yah that's right I have to squeeze this creative stuff in between two jobs, not to mention two kids, one dog and a fiancee.

This just in we may instead hit the KID ROCK concert if we can find last minute tickets! woohoo. 

Stay tuned..........