oh blogland is anyone even reading this? As of the last post still not one creative project finished :( The bear is getting close but not done.
I am having a super hard time with a lot of things almost all related to the divorce I just feel so ripped off and kinda trapped with no career or money it sucks.
One thing I always have is my fiancee he's amazing and I love him so much and I hate that he has to deal with the sad, crappy feeling sorry for myself me.
I have to work at a job I like but it's not what I want to be doing ten years from now I want to be making art, and have a career in it somehow but so much of my time is taken just trying to get by money wise that I am just tired I feel so lost somedays.
Anyway I don't have much good to say today I had a sleepless night stressing about selling my old house with the ex which was supposed to be my nest egg but it looks like that is not going to happen. All I can see right now is life in a dead end job I don't enjoy making next to nothing.
How's that for a little ray of sunshine!
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